All I Want For Christmas- Is A Better Life With Lupus

It’s the holiday season. Everyone is cheerful and filled with glee. The stores are busy, almost everyone has packages outside their door, and beautiful holiday lights that make the night sky glisten. Everyone is starting to ask what you want as a gift for the holidays! Do you want new shoes, new top, or some … Continue reading All I Want For Christmas- Is A Better Life With Lupus

Top 5 Everyday Beauty Essentials – Spoonie Tools Edition

* Please note these are just opinions and recommendations based on my use. I am not a doctor or claiming that these are going to work for everyone, just based on myself. Please note that I am not responsible if you do not like or if this product does not agree with you. These are … Continue reading Top 5 Everyday Beauty Essentials – Spoonie Tools Edition

How Lupus Makes Me Feel Grateful For My Birthday

It’s November, my favorite month of the year. I think it’s truly the most beautiful time of the year. A reminder that life is always changing and ongoing. Not only is my favorite holiday in November, but it’s also my birthday month. This year I will be 27 years old. I can’t explain why, but … Continue reading How Lupus Makes Me Feel Grateful For My Birthday

My Life and Lessons with Lupus

I’m stuck. Stuck in a body that cannot keep up with its aspirations. I am only 26, where age has become nothing but a number. I say that because I almost never feel my own age. In reality, my age fluctuates from 56-86. But, it never stops me from trying. If Lupus has taught me anything, … Continue reading My Life and Lessons with Lupus

How Depression And Anxiety Have Shaped Who I Am Today For The Better

My life is a mess. I literally don’t know if I am coming or going… The problem is I can’t ever think back to a time where my life was anything but a disaster. As I’ve grown up, I truly thought I wasn’t affected by certain things in my childhood. Standing here today, I can … Continue reading How Depression And Anxiety Have Shaped Who I Am Today For The Better

When You Can No Longer Smile Through The Pain

To be chronically ill and live with chronic pain, you have no choice but to try and be strong. You must smile through the pain, not show the worry on your face, pretend you’re OK when you’re not, and hold back countless tears. For the most part, I’d like to say that I do pretty well … Continue reading When You Can No Longer Smile Through The Pain

How Chronic Illness Makes Me Feel Insecure With My Marriage

Have you ever thought that one day you’d wake up and your life would completely change? Did you ever think that you might lose the person you once were? I know, I didn’t. I always saw myself as fun, spontaneous, and happy. If someone asked me to describe myself today, I couldn’t imagine using any … Continue reading How Chronic Illness Makes Me Feel Insecure With My Marriage